Weekend Eve and Weekends Fun!!

Thursday, after morning class.... It's durian time!!!! 9 of us went to tmn. U for some durian hunting.  We ate almost 1 and half dozen of durians and it only cost us rm9 per person!! ^^ I bought 4 pieces for brian and dad after tht. ^^

It's Friday!! Friday has always been the busiest day of the week~ This friday I canceled one of my tuition and went tebrau jusco for a movie!! ^^ and I found myself a new car when I arrive there. ^^

Saturday~ as usual~morning went out early for tuition then afternoon we went bukit indah for lamb chop at thamara!! I think I'll gonna miss this place~ the lamb chop is superb!!

All time favourite!! This is one of my fav. coconut drink from jusco bukit indah. ^^

Must GrAB!!!!

Wake up to a free breakfast!! Tht's what I really did, for a free 2 big breakfast set.  I think it's really worth it!! RM5 for 2 sets of big breakfast. Share it with your companion, definitely you'll pay the price with "I'm Lovin' It." on your mind. ^^

Happiness . Joy . Excited
That is how I fell after this CNY holiday. I got email from my education consultant claiming that I've been awarded some amount of scholarship from University of Sunderland.

Well, this is what I wish for ever since~~ *I couldn't remember how long it was* but I knew it is part of my 101 dreams which I could stepped out of my own comfort zone, going to some place where there is no one there to protect and depends on.  To strike on my own and see how far can I make it.

There is always hard feeling to let go things and stepped out of our comfort zone.  But somehow, I've make decision, either it end up with good and bad.  It's just part of my dream, my life.  As I was on the way driving back to Johor (from kl), deep down in my heart, I felt I'm gonna miss this place.  All the place where I've been enjoying and tears, I'm sure I'm gonna miss it.

CNY 2011

This year, most of my friends come over to my place and I really enjoyed it.  For the 1st time ever, the house's living room is full of my school mate! Well, I miss secondary school so much!! Even though, I'm not the talkative, active and loud type but sometime seeing them (my frens) being such enjoying talking and teasing and fooling around makes me happy as well. I just like being surrounded by frens.  Thanks for nice cny frens!!

Picture taken at Milo's house. ^^ First time went to her house. Everyone still the same old style for me. ^^ I'm glad we didn't change much. ^^  Wondering will I be around Miri for next year cny?? *still question mark*

It's Me or It's You?

As time flies, everything that goes around turn to be different. Hope, believe, and honesty, and also wealth, it all turned to be different. The person that I used to be known has changed. Things that usually happen doesn't turn up. Whether is it the way I looked at this world changed? Whether am I mature enough to evaluate? or am I still the one that thinking childishly? Human's nature, when surrounding changed dramatically, we could either felt comfortable or uncomfortable. Smile or Tears at the end of the day.

I choose to smile every morning when i woke up. Treat everything as usual as it is, and try to make every single seconds of my day, happy. But still, I hate to be alone. Especially at night. I remembered Britney Spears' "Lucky" (i'm not her fan anyway), and that's the way I felt mostly, at the end of the day. I couldn't help myself. I'm lucky, that most of the time, I am the last one to sleep in the nite. At least, no one will get worry. Sometime, I thought, maybe it's just too much anxiety. Too much and it's time to let go, and make it fast. I wish I knew how to let go some of my pieces.

Here's a quote I goggled and finds it quite match with my situation now. Enjoy~ 
"I believe we are still so innocent. The species are still so innocent that a person who is apt to be murdered believes that the murderer, just before he puts the final wrench on his throat, will have enough compassion to give him one sweet cup of water. "-Maya Angelou

Anxiety

When life knocks you down,

try to land on your back.

Because if you can look up,

you can get up.

Let your reason get you back up.

Worrying is like a rocking chair,

it gives you something to do,

but it gets you nowhere. ~Glenn Turner

Don't fight with the pillow, but lay down your head

And kick every worriment out of the bed.

~Edmund Vance Cooke~

I'm worry about something, someone this few week. A boy.
It's seem that many of my friend had troubles in losing part of their life comfort zone.
Sometime it does flash back my life, as i am a person who don't like to be alone as well.

Losing someone you really care or someone you wish to take care of is really not that easy. The word "LOVE" is sweet, tender, beautiful, joyfulness, victory but might be a disappointment word as well. But amongst hope, faith and love. LOVE is still the greatest of all. It influence us a lot especially emotionally which is the greatest weak point of our mind and might control our physical too.

Anyway, my advice is, boys, please please realize and make sure what are you doing and what do you feel and ensure you are heading the correct way of handling your emotion and LOVE. We as girls would prefer you to be honest with yourself and us. Plus, handle us with care and firm. If you choose to let go, Make it firm and clean. If you choose to grab it, Hold it strongly like you'll never had another chance anymore.

Christmas December!

It's the month of Christmas! This year i manage to celebrate it with my family and relatives. I miss celebrating this season with my lovely cousin!! More good news is... one of my fren is going to celebrate with me too!! ^^ BBQ, pot bless, visiting open houses, karaoke, games, gift exchange and group presentation is all we used to prepared and enjoyed it every night from Christmas eve till new year eve. ^^ My fren can't even imaging it! and yes... he was amaze when he manage to follow us to celebrate Christmas this year.. He look so surprise and there are many new experiences. ^^ I hope he will gonna join us again next year.. I'm really so happy tht he could join us. ^^