It's Me or It's You?

As time flies, everything that goes around turn to be different. Hope, believe, and honesty, and also wealth, it all turned to be different. The person that I used to be known has changed. Things that usually happen doesn't turn up. Whether is it the way I looked at this world changed? Whether am I mature enough to evaluate? or am I still the one that thinking childishly? Human's nature, when surrounding changed dramatically, we could either felt comfortable or uncomfortable. Smile or Tears at the end of the day.

I choose to smile every morning when i woke up. Treat everything as usual as it is, and try to make every single seconds of my day, happy. But still, I hate to be alone. Especially at night. I remembered Britney Spears' "Lucky" (i'm not her fan anyway), and that's the way I felt mostly, at the end of the day. I couldn't help myself. I'm lucky, that most of the time, I am the last one to sleep in the nite. At least, no one will get worry. Sometime, I thought, maybe it's just too much anxiety. Too much and it's time to let go, and make it fast. I wish I knew how to let go some of my pieces.

Here's a quote I goggled and finds it quite match with my situation now. Enjoy~ 
"I believe we are still so innocent. The species are still so innocent that a person who is apt to be murdered believes that the murderer, just before he puts the final wrench on his throat, will have enough compassion to give him one sweet cup of water. "-Maya Angelou

Anxiety

When life knocks you down,

try to land on your back.

Because if you can look up,

you can get up.

Let your reason get you back up.

Worrying is like a rocking chair,

it gives you something to do,

but it gets you nowhere. ~Glenn Turner

Don't fight with the pillow, but lay down your head

And kick every worriment out of the bed.

~Edmund Vance Cooke~

I'm worry about something, someone this few week. A boy.
It's seem that many of my friend had troubles in losing part of their life comfort zone.
Sometime it does flash back my life, as i am a person who don't like to be alone as well.

Losing someone you really care or someone you wish to take care of is really not that easy. The word "LOVE" is sweet, tender, beautiful, joyfulness, victory but might be a disappointment word as well. But amongst hope, faith and love. LOVE is still the greatest of all. It influence us a lot especially emotionally which is the greatest weak point of our mind and might control our physical too.

Anyway, my advice is, boys, please please realize and make sure what are you doing and what do you feel and ensure you are heading the correct way of handling your emotion and LOVE. We as girls would prefer you to be honest with yourself and us. Plus, handle us with care and firm. If you choose to let go, Make it firm and clean. If you choose to grab it, Hold it strongly like you'll never had another chance anymore.