Master 1st Sem

It's already the 9th week of semester, but yet, still felt nothing like i'm studying hard. I still felt like i'm still on holiday mood even thought it's been 9 weeks away from holidays. Nevertheless, it's a great and enjoyable experiences in this 9 weeks. I'm still the old style students who like slacking slacking and slacking always... and sometime i do wonder... would i be able to do the same thing if I'm not studying at malaysia. Haha... We get used to the education systems here, get used to lecturers' thinking and we know how to handle, how things works, the cultures, and that why we are immune to our surrounding here. But what if... what if I've decide to pursue my Master outside of Malaysia at the first place?? Even thought I have decided to stayed back but I still felt like wanna go out there and try... *wildness still in me*. Compared to local here, some of technology are limited and we can't really focus on our dreams of invention, cultures of industries are also totally different here and outside. It's very very obvious especially when i need to decide my thesis title, there are lots and lots of limitation have to be consider, but somehow some still achieved it and they are the ppl i really admired.

Wonder, wonder,wonder.... there is a lots and lots of wonder for the pass 9 weeks of preparing my thesis proposal. Even till now, I'm still wondering... wonder can i really make it? will I gain permission from Shell??... hmm... I don't know. Even my own supervisor told me it's hard... but still I wanna try it... at the same time, the other part of me wondering can i finish in 1 year if i failed so then?? hmm...