Christmas December!

It's the month of Christmas! This year i manage to celebrate it with my family and relatives. I miss celebrating this season with my lovely cousin!! More good news is... one of my fren is going to celebrate with me too!! ^^ BBQ, pot bless, visiting open houses, karaoke, games, gift exchange and group presentation is all we used to prepared and enjoyed it every night from Christmas eve till new year eve. ^^ My fren can't even imaging it! and yes... he was amaze when he manage to follow us to celebrate Christmas this year.. He look so surprise and there are many new experiences. ^^ I hope he will gonna join us again next year.. I'm really so happy tht he could join us. ^^

The Day You choose to LET GO

It's been months... we never had a nice conversation after I came bck from your convocation. Is distance really matters to you? Or izzit we'll have to see each other everyday to get close? Whenever I flash back the moments when we're still young,it's just so sweet and beautiful. But now, it's getting bitter and even tasteless. Till today.. u've make a decision that I wouldn't even think of it. Perhaps, everything changed after u ended ur student's life. I noticed My advice, my comment, my idea and my sharing have turned to craps and useless words since the last few months. Maybe God answered my prayer this time. Maybe God made known that u're not the one for me this time. From now on~ BYE BYE to my status and WELCOME BACK to my single life. Life is still wonderful and always be wonderful i believe.

Master 1st Sem

It's already the 9th week of semester, but yet, still felt nothing like i'm studying hard. I still felt like i'm still on holiday mood even thought it's been 9 weeks away from holidays. Nevertheless, it's a great and enjoyable experiences in this 9 weeks. I'm still the old style students who like slacking slacking and slacking always... and sometime i do wonder... would i be able to do the same thing if I'm not studying at malaysia. Haha... We get used to the education systems here, get used to lecturers' thinking and we know how to handle, how things works, the cultures, and that why we are immune to our surrounding here. But what if... what if I've decide to pursue my Master outside of Malaysia at the first place?? Even thought I have decided to stayed back but I still felt like wanna go out there and try... *wildness still in me*. Compared to local here, some of technology are limited and we can't really focus on our dreams of invention, cultures of industries are also totally different here and outside. It's very very obvious especially when i need to decide my thesis title, there are lots and lots of limitation have to be consider, but somehow some still achieved it and they are the ppl i really admired.

Wonder, wonder,wonder.... there is a lots and lots of wonder for the pass 9 weeks of preparing my thesis proposal. Even till now, I'm still wondering... wonder can i really make it? will I gain permission from Shell??... hmm... I don't know. Even my own supervisor told me it's hard... but still I wanna try it... at the same time, the other part of me wondering can i finish in 1 year if i failed so then?? hmm...

local uni VS oversea uni

LOCAL vs OVERSEA university== 1yr vs 3yrs
tht's the thing keep repeating in my mind recently...
mum and bro encourages to go internationally...
but then dad says... it's ok if u dun wan to...just study locally la!
Oh God.. guide me..

Back to hometown

Long time didn't update my blog already...
I lost my part-time job... but then it's a good thing for me. coz I'm back HOME..
Hometown is always the most comfortable place to hang around... Remember the time I got the sms saying my job has been canceled, I doesn't feel bad but then HOME is straight into my mind. Haha... I should say thankyou to the tuition centre... ^^

The coolest part is... my parents bought me a new bed!! and waiting for me to choose my own cupboard while I'm back.... haha... I got a new room!!! Oh YES!!

You Really Cares??

Suddenly there's so much thing struck into my mind...
For all the time.... For everyone out there... Does anyone really cares??

When you felt alone in the middle of the night, does anyone care??
When your car broke down in the middle of the road and you need help, does anyone really care??
When you struggling and you need motivation, does anyone care?
When you need a doctor but you doesn't have transports, does anyone care??
When you sacrifice yourself to compromise with others, does the person care??
When you are in hurry to catch a bus and you need help, does anyone care??
When you are trying your best to fulfilled peoples request, does anyone care??
When you just need a person to be your listener, does anyone care??
When you are broke and you needed help, does anyone care??

You know yourself..^^

New Year, New Semester, New Life....

Our lecture starts earlier this semester, because of this, most of us stay back for Christmas. My first time to spent Christmas on my own. Have nothing in mind except waiting for friends to suggest. Feeling lonely for this year Christmas, no bbq gathering at relatives house, no karaoke, no dance and no more performing family choir at my aunt's house. I miss that... ^^ Every year's Christmas celebration, we'll just go around the whole city visit our relatives. The most enjoyable is every night (from Christmas eve till New Year) my close relatives will take turn to organized some sharing in words of God, bbq, and karaoke at respective houses. ^^ Besides that, I miss doing some performing in church during Christmas too. ^^ Dancing and choir-ing to deliver the Msg of Christmas.... all this I've to put it aside this year. Huhuhuhu...

But above all, This is the most important semester for me... ^^ Have to do it well this semester, else.... results will be very poor... Hehe... Hope I can finish my thesis on time too...^^

Besides all this, I realized a New Year is coming soon too. Before I knew start to think about my new list for next year, I was surprise that I've achieve my most of my short-term goals faster that I could imaging. ^^ Thank You God!! ^^

Anyway... Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Everyone!!! ^^